Toxic
A while back, I had to stop and ask myself if I was the toxic person ruining my own friendships. In some ways I think I am toxic if we're being completely honest based on my own personal experience with those who have toxic attitudes. Just to give a few examples, I find myself to be seeking attention more than I should, letting things get stuck inside my head for longer than they need to be (especially my past experiences with people I no longer speak to), and I am almost always looking at the empty side of the glass. To me, all three of these behaviors speak to the toxicity of me as an individual. None of these things are ending easily with the mental health problems I unfortunately continue to endure, but I feel that I must do my best to try and hide them as often as I possibly can. I must be a person who is always happy and smiling and looking at the positive side of the glass. It seems really easy to do this doesn't it? Those of you readin...